Monday, January 19, 2009

if only the dots weren't travelling at the speed of light.

does anybody else feel like you were born as some type of alien? that you just don't quite fit into the slots allocated for human life? where your life teters on the brink of exclusion?

where do we fit in? are we lepers? have we been deligated to sit in the shaded area while everybody else is allowed to play?

lately, i have been feeling a little bit on the outside. like i was cast out of the group, but with no real explanation why. almost like i am staring through foggy glass; able to see shapes and outlines and moving objects, but not able to make out the actual actions.

maybe its just a phase, a journey, once completed, will teach me a great lesson...until then i will keep my eyes peeled for stars because i am feeling like an astronaut floating through space...i have a beautiful view of the world, i just can't seem to enjoy it.

m.

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